By LIBERTY COYLE-PADDACK
Sheridan High School Student
The Sheridan Student Column is brought to readers by Sheridan High School’s 10th grade English class, taught by Abby Williams.
My mom has a saying: “Life’s hard and then you die.” Over the course of my life, I have found that to be the truest thing anyone has ever said to me. I have endured many struggles, especially as of late. It seems like the hardships never end; there is no light at the end of the tunnel. I struggle with self-esteem and seeing my own self-worth; yet, that is not all there is in this life.
I recently asked many of my friends to pray for me all together at a specific time, and the results were amazing. When people came together with one accord, asking God to give me strength, I felt this overwhelming sense of peace, even though I was in a low place.
That was the moment I realized the true power of prayer.
Jesus said, “Again I say to you that if two of you agree on earth concerning anything that they ask, it will be done for them by My Father in heaven. For where two or three are gathered together in my name, I am there in the midst of them.”
I wrote the first four stanzas of this poem when I was doubting my value, but I added the final one when I truly realized, for the first time in my life, that no matter what happens, I am created in the image of God, and that gives me all the value I will ever need.
A Lotus’ Lament
what is Self Esteem?
what is Dignity?
i haven’t a clue – for when i look at myself
there is only Insufficiency
i want to be a Lotus
unfurling petals Rubellite
but the stormy clouds above
push me down with all their might
how can a tender shoot
ensnared by Thorns and Thistles
spread her sensitive petals
amongst the cruel Bristles
a flower may be charming
a priceless work of art
but quickly wither away
when poisoned at the Heart
but if there is a Gardener
caring for that flower
she will begin to blossom
in the next springtime shower